bad things happen to good people

well, ive finally managed to get my amp up and running again, but the entire process is just weird. today was ethnic day, a day i loathe, yet because now i actually have friends, i decided to dress up a lil better and i wore slippers to coll too...soo awesome! ^^

well, the coming weeks are gonna be pure rape and torture again, damn tests and assignments...god help us all

what i've become

and this strange sickness has set on me, i have no solid clues as to why. i feel this restlessness inside, depression seems to stick to me and i want to die. even though friends inquire, i dont want anyone's help, yet i cant even help myself. sometimes, they are do or say something that triggers off issues from the past, and that remind me of how stupid and immature of a person i am...maybe thats the cause, maybe it isnt.

im a wreck right now and this day has just been miserable from the start. oh wells...

i <3 Red Sparowes

that jam session didnt go as planned, my amp is busted...sigh..so i cant even practice at home :(

as the assload of assignments keeps on coming, wave after wave, college just gets lamer. I've been listening to alot of post-metal off late...drifting off to that happy place whenever i get the time.

oh wells, hopefully things will look up soon

pfft

well, after the shit chain of events last week, a host of tests and crap marks, oh not to mention, a severe depression bout, im on my feet again. got done with the last test today, now for an assload of assignments...sigh...

this week is gonna be fun, provided we do an electric jam ^^, with a friend from another college...I soo wanna cover Slayer and Death! ^^

Thank god for friends, in every aspect (you people know who you are). :)