Tuesday, April 17, 2007

what i've become

and this strange sickness has set on me, i have no solid clues as to why. i feel this restlessness inside, depression seems to stick to me and i want to die. even though friends inquire, i dont want anyone's help, yet i cant even help myself. sometimes, they are do or say something that triggers off issues from the past, and that remind me of how stupid and immature of a person i am...maybe thats the cause, maybe it isnt.

im a wreck right now and this day has just been miserable from the start. oh wells...