this is just stupid

so today felt like one of those days when it appears you've expected too much from people, and then your let down. yes, it does feel really shite, and i have no idea why my mind works this way, but it does.

one day people actually take the time to talk to me, and then all of a sudden, they just stop like they hardly know me, for a certain length of time, and then it repeats like a cycle. weird... maybe im just messed up that way. i have no clue.

anyways, back to my books....gah!

my first ever gig

yes, yesterday i did my first ever gig, at the Ampulance show. me and a friend did covers of a variety of genres. the crowd was VERY gracious, congratulating us and stuff, inspite of our fuckups..dunno why though.

missed The Sparkplugs, but Indiephone was awesome, so was the pasta. suprisingly, i didnt fuck up my parts as i did during practice. Mike Priest was fucking awesome!

as soon as i woke up today, reality hit me like a brick. tests, assignments and crappy people at college :(. anyways, im off to my books.

gig pics

cya

sweet mother of god

so im going through the most grueling week ive ever come across. first pissing off a friend, then assignments, and trying to brush up on my playing for the gig on Friday (god i hope that goes well).

i cant wait to get done with my tests n assignments and catch my breath. anyways, i has to go for dinner..going to be a long night.........

R.I.P

Vitek, drummer of Decapitated, passed away recently, due to injuries from an accident while on tour in Russia. This is really a big loss o the metal community, he was an amazing drummer, really talented. the entire weekend was shit, and to top it off, this had to happen, one of ours is taken from us. :(