crocodile

well, i turned 20 yesterday.......yet I dont feel any different. a friend said that my luck would change on my birthday, and well, it remains to be seen, or has it? hmm....

hung out wit a friend and ate out too, MIGHTY ZINGER! couldnt think of food after that, soo stuffed.

well, tonight no Warhammer, as has become my nightly ritual :( no one is responding to my messages

3 weeks

dad left for india earlier, and so begins 3 weeks alone at home. i have to admit as much as i am happy im alone, there isnt anyone to fill those silences during the day or night, and it gets lonely.

i missed my scholarship by .02 GPA this time...still kinda shaken by the fact. I think im going to go listen to some Isis now.